My Own Way

When there are no answers or directions. … More My Own Way


The Secret

Have things changed Have you changed Are you happy with things you were not as happy with before Are you fulfilled, your cup overflowing Her, work, life, family, money Is it all as grand as can me Is that why you haven’t bothered Not a word or a peep Do I cross your mind Do  … More The Secret

Still Gone

You have come and gone without word in the past Still gone now, but not sure if that is forever or not This tortures me daily wondering why or where  you went Still gone, because of something I did Still gone, because something happened in your life that you couldn’t share with me In the … More Still Gone

Are you there

I wonder about you quite frequently Some days are easier and some feel impossible Do you ever think of me or struggle with not talking to me Fells like I am being stabbed in the heart the thought of not a speck or thought of me on your end I use to feel an energetic … More Are you there

False Presence

The mask that some of us may have at times of sadness and confusion The facade we may put on to appear okay, but feeling differently inside Something that happened that deeply impacted us, maybe something we feel we can’t share Only one person feels they would relate in some way, but at the same … More False Presence

Death by Silence

The slow torture The wondering creeping in my mind like rain through cracks seeping along The grinding in my mind morning, day time, and waking me during the night Nightmares visiting me with thoughts of you Dying a slow death by silence Maybe feeding you with that sad energy Your silence is unknown and crushing … More Death by Silence


Missing you so.. Knowing it is bad to do so .. You stomp on my heart without a second thought, I’d bet money on that As time goes by I start to forget all the ways you hurt me In the tiniest and biggest ways Feeling the need to contact you or looking at all … More Amnesia