Anxious

Anxious over what’s next  Wondering what you’ll do Or what I should do  Will you stay or will you go  Should I stay or should I go  Will you talk to me Part of me wants you to another part wants to not be here anymore  Wondering what will happen next leaves me sick to … More Anxious

Focus

I heard something the other day on you tube and he said take the focus off of you and things will come. I did not catch the whole video so I don’t fully understand the meaning yet.  It has made me think quite a bit. The video was about coping with pain or loss.  So … More Focus

Thoughts Out Loud

Looking back on the year so far, I can tell and feel it has been a rough one for me. My thoughts have been scattered, focus unreliable, and direction unknown. I don’t know the answers to what I am going through or where to even start. I feel sad a lot, but at the same … More Thoughts Out Loud

Soulful eyes

Eyes dark and piercing. So much to say, but so afraid to. Deep dark thoughts and bright ones that could dim or lighten the world around her. Thoughts and feelings about things small or big that may or may not be important. Knowing deep down inside something so big exists that if you could properly … More Soulful eyes

Validation

Stamped and sealed approval from the person you care so much about. Always looking elsewhere, but never inside. Need to find it at home, in love life, school, or work. Likes versus no likes. That surge of confidence from attention. The praise you crave or need when you are feeling down or low. Just to … More Validation

Squandering time

Making the most of time is so important. Never knowing how much time we really have. Who it should or should not be spent on. Sometimes we spend the time on it regardless, hopeful of different outcomes. How do we make the most of our time do we have kids, climb mountains, advance our career, … More Squandering time