That dread that washes over me to do or not to do something. The overthinking that goes with it when deciding where to start. Better to just jump in feet first or walk cautiously along the edge. Where does waiting or stalling get me. Why am I so hesitant. Will this ever change for me. … More Procrastination


I heard something the other day on you tube and he said take the focus off of you and things will come. I did not catch the whole video so I don’t fully understand the meaning yet.  It has made me think quite a bit. The video was about coping with pain or loss.  So … More Focus

Thoughts Out Loud

Looking back on the year so far, I can tell and feel it has been a rough one for me. My thoughts have been scattered, focus unreliable, and direction unknown. I don’t know the answers to what I am going through or where to even start. I feel sad a lot, but at the same … More Thoughts Out Loud

Squandering time

Making the most of time is so important. Never knowing how much time we really have. Who it should or should not be spent on. Sometimes we spend the time on it regardless, hopeful of different outcomes. How do we make the most of our time do we have kids, climb mountains, advance our career, … More Squandering time

Fools rush in, scared people fear everything

Impulsive, leap before think, doing what others do. Laid back, weighing all the pros and cons, paranoid. Never settled, always reaching for something, nothing is ever good enough. Fearful, hate change, can’t envision the future but needs to before the next move. Scared to be alone, can’t stop, won’t stop mentality. Fearful of people, fearful … More Fools rush in, scared people fear everything

Higher power 

When you feel lost call out to a higher power.  When you feel unsafe call out to a higher power.  When you have no answers to always present questions call out to a higher power.  When you just need to let go and let things be call out to a higher power.  When things get … More Higher power